Downward Spiral

Upside down running
Side by side, up the hill
I wish I could understand
What you feel when
You don't speak
And my head spins
On the downward spiral
Of self-doubt

We should stop running
Get our heads around
Praise the view
Our feet will leave the ground

What does this mean?
You want it but you don't
You'd say it but you won't
I don't mean to rush things
But I won't wait 'till I freeze
I'm too old for this shit
Way too young to sit
Through days, wondering

We should stop running
Get our heads around
Praise the view
Our feet will leave the ground

Maybe if I could
Reach your hand
I would touch your mind
You would understand

I'm by your side
I've been all this time
It doesn't feel right
All of that silence.